Life Is Both Sides

The Decade World !

2011-09-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

Wow , it's been a long long time that I've not touch or type my blog. Guess the last time I updated was beginning of august until now. Yes I'm that busy. Lol. Anyway nothing special happened so far , just that I've enrolled myself in BAC with LLB. Class/College so far so good , assignments are along the way , able to know some friends and all. Besides that , nothing much.

Anyhow , I would like this post to be my full of random plus fun pictures post. Some I might have uploaded in facebook , but I would love to upload it here again as I find it quite interesting. So yeah. :)

P/S : Something is wrong with blogger! All my pictures has uploaded the other way round. The last picture is the first picture I uploaded while the first picture is the last picture that I uploaded. I wonder why.

Oh well.

Ipoh trip !

P/S : This picture supposed to be last! Somehow it ended up the first.

Cycling In The Night. :)))

Dinner with Grandpa's childhood friend and family!

Left : Uncle Daniel , Dad and Dad's lil bro.

They are all childhood friends , knew each other from small and grow up together.

The old people in the middle was my grandpa's childhood buddy!

Dishes Of The Night , anyway. :D

Random Creation!

By TZ , XY and myself.

I somehow like this picture. Taken by me of course , but too bad isn't my type of dish.

Sour vege. Urrrrgg!

The Leongs child.

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@ Ipoh Japenese Garden!

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Such an amazingly beatiful and lovely garden !

The 3 of em!

Like this pic :)

Anyway all Garden's pic is only sister Yenn and couzy Amanda!

Brother TZ & Couzy Amanda :)

Awesome background.

Love it :)

Tee Hee.

Dad gone cuckoo a little during the whole Ipoh trip. So yeah. Showing off his kungfu or taichi skills or whatever it call.

Funny much.

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Eating Watermelon. Lol.

Pictures taken by bro.

He got my skills. Heh (;

Pictures of limestone!

Hill top. :D

Pamelo time. @ Tambun , Perak

Limeeeeeeeee Stoneeeeeeee.

What a sunny day it is! Love the blue blue sky :D

♥ Pamelos

Papayaaaaa! ^^

Mangoes!

Fruit shopping time! Wheeeeeee.

I'mma Queen Of All Kind of Fruits :D

Noodles for our lunch @ Ipoh Town :)

Quality time @ Grandparents' house @ Menglembu , Perak.

'Lok-Lok time'

Lol..

Sister's favourites. (;

A sunny day. Well it was sunny during daylight but raining quite heavy during the night.

Right weather timing. Good + Suitable for zzzZZZzzz :P

Picking Mum , Bro and Meei up from Ipoh KTM station , formely known as The Majestic Station Hotel , Ipoh!

L-E-O-N-G-S siblings :D

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Ipoh City Hall.

Well , the structure of the building is way way way better than KL City Hall's.

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I really love the building.

Dad said it looks like Washington DC.

Well indeed.

#WHOA

Tee Hee ^^

Woooooooooootts \mm/

Sister Leong Xin Yenn

Sister trying to fool me , and she DID.

Yikes.

Yenn and Amanda ^^^^^

Took all these while waiting for the arrival of The Queen and Prince.

Credibility to me and dad :)

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Baby pic of Leong Xin Lei.

Teeeeeee Heeeeeeee!

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Light Brunch! :D

Grandma's dinner for the first night :)

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Merdeka Square Night !

Was on the way back after picking up siblings from the camp @ Vistana Hotel KL

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Love Blue Color.

Beauty Blue ♥

Dark Blue! :D

Lime Green!

Purperly Pink!

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Orangy Orange

Though it's blur but I absolutely love it. Heh :]

This is EPIC :) ♥

Us attending Uncle Giam's Bday Dinner/Celebration @ Kuala Selangor

Such a beautiful sunset ! :) ♥

Adults. Years of friendship and it's still growing stronger each day! Bravo! :D

Hooligans. Mind them. =]

Dishes of the day!! ♥

The process of the Icuk Chicken.

Yes , use clay to cover up the chicken which covered with millenium soil and put into the place where charcoal burned.

#IGuess

Durian Seasons.

Seeeeeeeeeeeds shows that it's deliciously tasty!

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DURIAAAAAAAAAAAANNN !!

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Awesome isn't it ? :]]

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ILOVEITSOMUCH

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Dad's half-broken decoration ship.

Bought in Malacca.

Dad actually believe that it will bring good feng shui.

Especially , The edge of the ship!

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♥ the lightning! :D

Check out at the back of the ships , it's broken a little.

It need a fix!

But still I love it somehow :)

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That's all for today's post. Well yeah. I've used like the whole afternoon til now for updating it. Not to mention with some picture edition and the time of uploading all of it. So yeah. Sorry for any errors occur! Didn't really check after typing those captions. HeeeeeHeeeee!

That's it for today! Guess the next post will be like what , a month later ? Or maybe during the deepavali/x'mas holidays. We shall see. Haha. Alright , till then. Have a great day ahead and take care. Warm regards!

Wind Of Beginning !

2011-08-02T23:34:00.007+08:00

Wind Of Beginnings. Deliver this message , "Because I will always believe in you"

That time I was standing in a world that I saw in my dream ,

Surveying the landscape , my legs tremble a little ,

but I won't look back.

Because I've decided to walk forward , looking up at the seven-colored rainbow in the sky.

Do you see it too ?

Wind Of Beginnings. Deliver this message . "Because I will watch your back as you chase your dream"

Soaring Wind. Deliver this thought , "Because I will always believe in you"

Fly. Towards the future!

For example , when thinking in your heart of someone important ,

Surely anyone would have a gentle look on their face.

The road is sometimes endless , but I'll go on without giving up.

Wind Of Beginnings. Deliver this message , "At the end of your faraway journey , I will wait for you"

Soaring Wind. Exceed your destiny , because I believe my wish will be delivered.

If I meet you again someday , show me your smile.

Wind Of Beginnings. Deliver this message , "At the end of your faraway journey , I will wait for you"

Soaring Wind. Exceed your destiny , because I believe my wish will be delivered.

There is nothing to fear , "Because you exist".

It's beginning of august , time is flying in a speed of light. Anyway I would really want to spend August month with sorrow-less and definitely full with happiness! A new life , A new beginning , A new me :)

Regards!

Finally !

2011-07-08T19:11:00.005+08:00

Yes I made it , finally. I've done for what am I supposed to do. No more worrying about it , no more stressing out about it ! I settle it in 1 week time , last Wednesday , following Friday , Monday , Tuesday and Wednesday! Thursday is the test day yaw. Thought I wouldn't made it for the hill, but things seems to turn the other way round and I actually get through all 3! Unbelievable enough. Not to mention I've also get through the main part ! Alright. Well , thanks a lot to my friends , my family , and even God , for all the support and beliefs in me. Do appreciate that tons! (: After settle everything , I feel darn relief and able to enjoy my life for now. Don't have to worry so much about it anymore. And few of my friends actually waiting for me to take them for a ride. LOL. As I said earlier , I'll take , mark my word for that :D

RELIEF and HAPPY. Woooooootts :) I just love my life for now. Yay! :D

So long pal. Gonna head for some movies time. Woo Hoo.

Anyhow , can't wait for Harry Potter 7 Part 2 which will be showing on next thursday. (;

Toodles!

Regards and Cheers ,

XL :)

Web-Camer A Day !

2011-06-27T15:31:00.008+08:00

Holidays has been making me rot at home , lifelessly doing the same thing again and again. But still , it's quite enjoyable as I able to do stuffs that I like and I want and there's no one to stop me :)

For today , I plainly decided to use the desktop as I'm just too lazy to on my lap. Like what I've said earlier , being so lifeless and rot til I have nothing better to do and ended up snapping own pictures using never-use-for-so-long-webcam. LOL.

Here are the pictures :

The Lifeless Me ; during the holidays!

QUARANTINE ! :D

The EMO side of me , I supposed !

After Lunch ! (;

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! ~

Boredom creates Insanity! :]]

Afternooon world , warn regards (;

Just Pureness !

2011-06-24T20:45:00.008+08:00

Snapped this right after my dinner. I was bored , too bored indeed! So yeah. I can see what these captured isn't as bad as I thought ! Cool :) Anyway , I'm glad that I have my cappy back. Unfortunately , I couldn't get the the newest one which is the D5100 as Dad gonna get himself that , instead of me. Sad case. Anyway , I'm appreciating what I have now! No regrets :D ~ Smile! ~

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Chester ! :) Man's Best Friend !! I'll be extreme bored during the holidays if you're out of existence.

Oh well I'll end my post with few of my edition me pictures. Heh much! (;

Regards , Loves , Cheers ! (;

In Short !

2011-06-24T13:02:00.003+08:00

I've seen the truth and everything throughout the trip ! I just wish I could get rid some of it and store most of it , but then I know is impossible , what I expected didn't turn out ! Just hope whatever I realized is not the truth , but it's hopeless , it's indeed the truth. So I have no idea what to do , what to say and what to react. I can't just simply leaving those ups and downs thoughts or wandering issues aside. I feel blunt! Should or shouldn't ? I am clueless right now , seriously idea-less! I just wish someone is here , to tell me the truth. How I really wish I can predict the everything! I'm desperate to know the TRUTH , nothing but the TRUTH ! Why is world treating me so unfair ? WHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYY ? :'(

Partaaaaaaay Began!

2011-06-14T01:34:00.006+08:00

Start my partaaaaaaaayy time with my loved ones! Woooooooootts :)

DONE with A-levels! Well not officially as my TLUSER hasn't appear in front of me. So yeah. Anyway time flies when we have fun. And 3 days had just passed ! Last day of college is on the 10th @ NKV's birthday! Glad to see that she enjoyed it like nobody’s business. Haha. Awesome much.

Anyway I'm glad that I picked TARC for my A-level course. I get to fill up my life with different type of species and experiences! I even get to learn many things from the beings and definitely formed a group that I'll never ever forget - Awesomely Lifeless Group with members that lifelessly living their life! Thanked them for fulfilling quarter of my life , though it's just a little of it , but still it's for sure an extreme worth it plus meaningful , memorable and unforgettable one! :D

Exams ended. It’s holidays for me now! Need to organize it well , so guess a part time job would make my planning perfect! I’ll just hope I could find one then J Anyway I started my holidays with my loved ones. Overnight at Shameet’s house for 3D2N and yes , a day in Time Square today. Basically I spent my time with that 2 fellow donkeys of mine by walking plus hanging around in TS , known as SHOPPING in their terms! Glad to see them bought things that they liked and thanked tons for them of getting me the Angry Bird that I absolutely loved the most! I seriously love them like how much I loved my redy ! Wooooooooooootts J Today eventually reminds me about the old times that we 3 used to hang out. I’ll definitely never forget those wonderful moments. I feel liked it and indeed great to get the chance of walking around with them. I don’t mind going for a movie , but for me friends actually comes first. I would really wanna spend time with them like how I spend on the first day of college. Haha! After all , whatever that had happened today were super hilarious. Man I kept on laughing non-stop whenever that particular THING happened. ROFLMAO. Donkeys should know why J I’ve been laughing insanely.

In short , I just love to be with them , no matter what when and how! Thanks a lot for making my day today. Supposedly , I was kinda in a bad mood but then I tried to put it aside but still can’t. Oh well with the attitude of the joker ‘s , I’m really in a happy state which makes me totally forget about the negatives. That’s real good! So guess whenever I’m so called EMO , in their words , I should know where to go and what to do. :D Ms Q really change my mood madly. I tried to be happy , and I thought it wouldn’t work. But no I was wrong , it actually did. And thanks to donkeys for even adding more of the happiness into my empty bottle. Hehe. Dedicate my hearts to them J

HELL YEAH ! It does , the 9 members of Lifeless group! :)

Anyway , we planned a trip to Penang and we gonna leave our ass and head to Penang on Wednesday. Looking forward for it , like so badly. Anyway most of us will be overnight at our Danny’s house. Glad that I finally see his brother which I wanted to since decades ago and his house. Lol. After the night spend , we will be heading to Pudu and depart! Man , I can feel the excitement and enjoyment of the trip. With many types of human being. Super glad that Aaron joined us , so do Pei Wern. Bet that Aaron will be the story teller while Pei Wern will be the joker. Haha! J Like what I’ve mentioned in Twitter , can’t wait to hit the Penang trip with blast and fun times. Wooo Hoooo! :D I’m happy and lucky to have a trip with them.

Leong Xin Lei , DO PROMISED THAT YOU’LL NEVER EVER BE EMOTIONAL DURING THE TRIP. IF NOT YOU’LL RUINED THE WHOLE THING. PLEASE CONTROL YOURSELF.

Anyway , take a look at this few post by clicking on my lifeless friends' name , touching and memorable moments!

Danny's a.k.a Pig Danny!

Gabriel's a.k.a Chicky Gab!

Qki's a.k.a Lil Maggot!

Regards , Cheers and Loves !

Addictive !

2011-05-29T01:07:00.003+08:00

Yes I've been update frequently as in for the past 2 days. Oh well , reasons are plenty! Will not want to make my post draggy enough by listing everything down. :O While waiting for the UEFA champion going on , I don't mind update another post! After all I got nothing to do besides studying and being lifelessly lying down on my bed , talking lamely with my Dumbo! Lol , I know right. Anyway , I've addicted to many videos and songs. Some been intro by my friends , some been found out in the net (by me) , and some been influenced by other pals ! So yeah.

First and foremost ,

Quite touching. Introduce by one of my awesome 5 member , WML :)

Not bad. Though I don't really understand the story line but based on the rhythm and lyrics , it's quite meaningful. I know I'm a noobie for chinese! Sad case. If I'm good in chinese , I bet my grandpa will send me to China straight away to study instead of staying here right now! Bearing with my up and down life. Lol. No joke for that. My grandpa been asking me to go to China and study. To Hainam island , since I'm a hainanese and my relatives are there. Didn't even meet nor talk to them before. Grandpa still asking me to gooooo! And when that happens , idea of studying Chinese @ China Law came across my mind. Omg! Creepy.

Bruno Mars's Count On Me ! Such a meaningful song sang by BM. He's talented and his voice , are unique enough. Not to mention his voice is high pitch! Not bad. I indeed madly deeply in love with Bruno Mars. He's just soooo adorable! ILYTTMBM. Full stop!

YOUUUUUUUUUU MAKEEEEEEEEEEE MEEEEEEEEEEE FEEEEEEEL SOOOOOOOOOOOO LAAAAAAAAA LAAAAAAAAAAA LAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!

Cobra Starship been kickin' madly non-stop! Hell yeah :D

Simple Plan is back in action! Woooooooootts! It's been a while since their last album. Not to say that Pierre Bouvier ....... Ahhhhh! Lol. :D Shocked to see that Natasha Bedingfield actually feature in together with SP. Didn't see that coming that NB sang rock song , since all her song is like R&B or Pop or maybe Country. But not the-simple-plan-type! Lol. Special song sang by NB and SP. My Heart is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Jet Lag! This song can be dedicate to people that I missed so badly throughout my life :')

Man this song is ROCKIN' to the max !! My childhood friends and I been madly crazy over this song. Partying with this song all night long. Was having a blast with them just now. Wooooo Hooooo! :D Especially Teck Ming and Chung Weng , both of them seriously addicted to this song , dancing through this song like some mad person. Shuffling non-stop! Lol. Anyway the beat is awesome much. I can't describe anything about this song besides saying it's awesome and rocking non-stop! The beat flow through our body and it's making us moving like mad people! Haha no doubt , it's AWESOME , again! Told ya :D

I used to hate Panic Of The Disco last time , when I was 14 or 15 years old. But now , after hearing their latest song , and watched their music video , I'm not really into it but it's somehow making me to tap my top non-stop! Haha. Weird not ? Tell me about it :) The music video is seriously silly and the holding cleaning-chimney tools do remind me of a childhood show Marry Poppins! Ahhaaaa. Missing it.

Travis McCoy. His face is hilarious enough. Looks like a clown. He suits Katy Perry much. Too bad both of them BU! Sigh. His song We'll Be Alright , in my point of view , are suitable for teens life! Well ? You tell me!! Haha :D

- Although they try to knock me down , I'm gonna stand my ground. I'm gonna open up my heart to give because it's the only way to live!

- Even though you try to pull me under , I never drown now. So I'm gonna ride the wave , I'm not going down now. That's why I'm gonna fight and stand up for my right. Come and take my hand. Let's unite now! - Taio Cruz on Positive! It make me realize in life , there's nothing that we can't do but CAN do ! In another words , nothing is impossible! Just be positive , and the impossible will become possible :)

It's Carousel , my friend !! :) Admire Vanessa Carlton's voice! No doubt , she's pretty and kinda Asian-ish look! Haha , just a mere point of view of mine :)

What an emotional song! Describe some of my relationship/friendship perfectly well.

Chris Brown and T-Pain always make a good combination! Both of them featuring perfectly. Credit to T-Pain. Love his special Microphone. Rapper with Self-Create Microphone where only T-Pain has! :))

Beyonce Say - Super Woman !?!?! Haha. It gives me the strength and the power to gain my rights. Haha. What on earth am I talking ?!?! Lol. I mean that , after hearing this song , more of my strength and power increases! Is more like I have the abilities and capabilities to rule the world. Haha kidding! Anyway the video is funny! The move itself is hilarious , especially the front part , where the FRONT part shaking! AHAHA beyonce oh beyonce. Didn't Jay-Z teach you to appreciate yourself ? Lol. Just saying btw! *Winks*

Kay then. I'm half dead updating it! Lol. 15 mins more til the game start. Just in time for the kick off! Woooo Hoooo !! I'm a Barca supporter btw , I want BARCELONA to WIN the UEFA , the CHAMPION ! :) My idols are there , Xavi , Villa , Messi , Iniesta , Pedro and Pepe! Wooooootts. Barcelona FTW .. Sorry MANU and their fans! The Cup belongs to Barca , I supposed! Haha.

Alright. Shall stop now! Regards and Nights. Oh I mean Mornin' (:

I just love myself sooooo much ! Too much in fact.

2011-05-28T11:14:00.006+08:00

Haha yeah the title says it all ! I'm seriously in love with myself more than ever. Lol :D Loved myself by wear on the black spec , that even makes me cooler than I thought! WOW! Have to admit that I look awesomely good looking when it's on. Woooooootts :) I couldn't said much but a word that able to describe the whole thing - AWESOME ! Hell yeah it is. Tee Hee .. Geez I'm so proud of myself. Wheeeeeee. I'm good enough to speak out the truth , instead of lying which is not a right thing to do! Yupppp.

The Lawesome Me ! :)

Wooooooooootts.

Love & Appreciate myself !

Regards.

Awesome 19th Birthday celebration !

2011-05-27T19:46:00.007+08:00

The other photos that I've mentioned just now that captured using Gui Ying's cell. All the pictures under are all the pictures we took throughout the whole 22nd May 2011 (:

Enjoyable and memorable much! I just love them how I love my Eeyore! Wooooooootts..

Is kinda jumbled up , thanks to blogger. Darn confusing me man! Geez. So just bear with the issues , since it's harmless to anyone or anything! HAHA. Kayy then.

Picy times..

Thanks to today's paper , it had made me go pretty down. So I decided to cheer myself up by updating my outdated my blog with happy stuffs @my 19th celebration with the Awesome 5 ! :) They've been spent so much. They paid through their nose for everything , and yes on that meal day , I didn't even pay a single cent! Goodness. Anyway , this year is my last year to become the age that consists of number one in front - 19 years old. The next time will be when I turn 100. Wish I could live that long , possible enough though. Man I feel so old though. Gaaaaahh :O

Okay will not type much as I'm seriously enough with words , couldn't take it anymore. So will let the pictures do the talking! (:

Random pic of myself .. Love this picture a lot ! The spec suits me much (;

Ah still got some more pics , but then is in my laptop , currently using my father's. Will upload the others later on! Oh well , we use 2 camera phones to capture our awesomely memorable pictures. All these pictures under were taken from Kim Leng's Nokia N8 ! While the others that is in my laptop were taken from Gui Ying's iPhone 4! So yeah. Have to be more detail a bit , if not I'll get shoot by some one , asking me those silly questions and in order for me to avoid those silly questions , I would just write every single thing here. This would make my life much more better and easier. Haha! I'm just saying anyway.

Will be back for updates!

P/S : FIRST picture is the end of the day while LAST picture is the beginning of the day! (:

Guess something wrong with Blogger. Irritating much! Sigh :/

Thank you so much girls for the Lawesome Dumbo Eeyore! I love it tons. (: Promise that I will handle my lovely awesome rocking Eeyore to the max , no matter what when and how ! :D I love you girls soooooooooooo muchh , til the world ends perhaps! AHAHAHAHAHA. Mun Ling would wanna thank you girls for her preciously Princess Kitty too. So coincidence that Mun Ling's birthday is earlier one day than me! After hers is mine , before mine is hers! Darn lucky (: Anyway best friend forever , do keeeeeep in touch! :D You girls just rock my life out to the max. Known each other for more than 10 YEARS ! This is what we call TRUE FRIENDS !! :D

Peace Out! :)

Regards.

Shhhhhss!

2011-05-16T00:45:00.002+08:00

I'M NOT GONNA SPEAK OUT ANYTHING.

NOT AT ALL.

REMAIN SILENT IS THE ONLY WAY THAT ABLE TO SOLVE MY PROBLEMS , YES BASICALLY EVERYTHING.

SILENT IS GOLD , AS PEOPLE SAID !

PEEP ALWAYS THE ONE , THE WORD ALWAYS.

GUESS I'LL NEED TO CHANGE.

SILENCE IS THE KEY TO SOLUTION!

NOTHING BUT ZIP IT UP.

Dreams Come True , Do They ?

2011-05-08T10:17:00.005+08:00

Life been really scary so far. Everyone had been busy studying til their head off for the finals while I'm here , blogging right now! Yes I do feel scare but then seems like my brain doesn't want to work. Whenever books appear in front me , my brain is like automatically switch off! Is like I'm born not to study but to suffer the pain from scolding and disappointment ! We called this life huh ? Pfffttt. I tried so hard to study but something for sure will distract me. I'm plain dumb , yes I am. I'm not like the other college buddies , they study so well and able to memorize things crazily and easily. I'm not like them , but I hope I can be like them , too bad I can't , that is for sure. The way they study , besides freaking me out , I actually incredibly admire it. They might more relax than me , but the way they cope in studies are ten thousand better than me. I don't know why and I wanna know why. I can't concentrate , guess my studying method is incorrect , but whatever ways I tried , it still doesn't work. I feel de-motivated when the thing I expected doesn't reach my expectation. I just salute all my mates that can study well. I don't wanna mention who but there are few of them that real capable of studying. In my lifeless gang , out of 9 , half of it are effing good in studying. How I wish I'm as good as them! Ahhhhh!!! Man , I feeling so down early in the morning. Isn't today is a mother's day ? Why am I feeling this way ? Gosh.

Anyway back to real main points of this post which I slept in a sudden yesterday night. Yes in a sudden where I was on my laptop and guess I'm asleep halfway , sleep walking to be exact , into my room and just fell on my bed. BOOOOOOOOOOOM ! I'm asleep deathly without even brushing my teeth and face-washing. And surprisingly I miss out my facial and toner time. Goodness me. My mum actually did wake me up by hitting and slapping me on my *** more than 10 times and I still not awake. Seriously mum , you should stop that , I'm 19 ==" Well my family friends were here yesterday night til 1.30am. This happened after they went back home. Thanked god. Phewww. Funny that my mum gave up and asked my dad to wake me up , and when my dad was about to shout at me , my mum actually stop him and asking him to allow me to sleep since I sleep like a pig. My brother told me this and after hearing it I was burst out laughing! Lol , it's so hilarious though. And that pig said he wants to record me sleeping like a pig and too bad the camera wasn't with him at that time. LOL. Thanked god! So when I was asleep , I had this craziest and weirdest dream ever! I can't remember how it goes but I remember I dreamed about my college buddies running and chasing each other in college like mad. Seriously. Hmm sad to say that my lifeless gang doesn't involve in my dream , except for one which is QKI TAN ! She appeared in my dream the most , also known as the craziest one. I roughly know what and how my dream goes! Hopefully I got it right though.

It goes like this , we were in college and there's no other people in college except for the few of us! Not even a person is around , is like we're the builders of the college and the college is just finish building! No workers , gardeners , janitors , lecturers , staffs , canteen-ers , students , cars (except for ours) ... NONE at all but only US there. I only remember the whole bunch of our classmate (exclude the lifeless gang but include Qki) been running here and there. This is because Qki and Ah Yuan has been chasing us like crazy! We were holding our water bottle and run like crazy while splashing water non-stop towards Yuan and Qki !! We ran far ahead from Qki and Yuan because Qki kinda gave up chasing us , and then she started to get annoyed and pissed , so instead of targeting us , she straight away chase Ah Yuan! And

Ah Yuan goes like (in chinese) :

WAAAAAAAAAAHHH LAAAOOOO Qki , why are you doing this ? Why do you have to chase me ? I thought we are partners. We go and chase them la. *running like crazy , up and down , shouting like mad !

**Ah Yuan keep running and shouting this : WAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH Qki , your leg so small still can run so fast ........ what did you do to your leg ? What did you eat ? You got go for operation ah ? What operation ? **

Qki gets more annoyed and pissed , she even speed up her running speed to 10000000km per hour , yes incredibly amazing!

While running and chasing , Qki shouted (in chinese) : None of your business yuan , because is not your leg , is my leg. My mother give it to me one. So you don't care so much.

**Qki is getting more pissed and she speed even faster. Guess her speed limit is 10 times higher than speed for Formula One**

Qki shouting : GIVE ME ALL YOUR MONEY. FASTER FASTER FASTER

Yuan shouted back : I GOT NO MORE MONEY ALREADY.

Qki shouted : I DON'T CARE. JUST GIVE ME ALL YOUR MONEY. GO BACK TO PAHANG AND TAKE ALL YOUR GOLD FOR ME

Yuan : I GOT NO MONEY HOW TO GIVE YOU ? I CAN'T GO BACK TO PAHANG BECAUSE IAN TOOK MY HELICOPTER ALREADY.

P/S : Ian actually take the helicopter from Yuan just to sleep and believe it or not , he set to auto drive and all the helicopter do is just spinning on top of H Block ! Not round and round , but square and square.

Yes I know , weird right ? Tell me about it !!

And Qki gave up , she climb all the way to the roof of Block H and tried so hard to reach the helicopter , sad case she couldn't , cause her leg is short. And Yuan was laughing non-stop , been rolling on floor like one mad man! After that he said : QKI , if you can run so fast , means you can catch the helicopter too!

It seems like Qki is so desperate for money. As usual la ....

And while she almost touch the heli's but , she accidentally fell off from the roof and dropped into the fish pond! Weird is that fishes in the pond wasn't gold fish but is piranha! ROFLMAO. Haha. I know right. WEIRD. And there's goes Qki !!

Full of injuries and bruises !!

Guess where are we ? We're eating in Canteen 2! Due to the tiredness we've been through before that! Lol. That's the end of our dream. And I woke up at 8.30am , slept at 1.30. It's 7 hours sleep, yes I know it's long but that's all I can think of , I might forget some of it , especially the middle part , there's more but I can't really remember , unfortunately!

Anyway it's the lamest and weirdest dream la! I seriously didn't expect this type of dream will really exist in my world of dreams. Haha. Hopefully this dream WILL NOT come true , I know is impossible to happen. But what if it does happen ? You'll never know. Lol. Nothing is impossible. So yeah. Oh , it's just a dream. Extremely sorry if any of those acts or words do actually hurts you. Don't take all these seriously yea. If you feel uncomfortable , do let me know. (:

Okay that's all I guess. Sorry if there's any errors or mistakes! I didn't really pay attention as I'm so busy typing and busy to recall back what I've dream. Lol yeah! :D

P/S : Qki really running , chasing , climbing wild in my dream , the wonder I've headache just now. I can feel the pressure of your running , chasing and climbing. WHOA.

Oh I almost forgot , HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS IN THE WORLD !! Hope days would be good for all mothers! (: May every mother has a blast mother's day with tons of enjoyable celebration! :D

I got a new buddy!

2011-05-06T22:36:00.005+08:00

I've known a new buddy recently and this buddy of mine is acting as crazy as me! I just love to hang out with her. Seriously. My first impression towards her is that she's a silent person , a girl that doesn't talk much and mainly focus on studies ! And after I know her , after hanging out with her for one day in KLL , to be exact , I realized that her attitude is like our awesomely lifeless gang's attitude , high insanity and basically all those lifeless style of acting. Haha. Oh and by the way her name is Rayco Lim. (: Lol. I almost forget to mention her name. Silly me! Anyway she's a hardworking girl. I've studied with her for the past 2 days and believe it or not the way she studied actually freaks me out like crazy! I'm so afraid to ask her question , whenever I asked her , my heart keeps beating non-stop and right after she done explaining to me , I kept on apologies to her. Surprisingly , I'm able to catch up all the topic with her , as in we both have a lot in common. Lol yeah. No doubt , hanging out with her is a crazy decision , I mean she's wild. Lol. 24/7 laughters is totally possible for her. Haha. She loves to talk , and talk and talk. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Her favorite words will be CHI XIN and I'll always called her SAMPAT! ROFLMAO. It goes like this ;

ME : Rayco SAMPAT

Rayco : CHI XIN

ME : SAMPAT LA

Rayco : CHI XIN !! CHI XIN !!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Been laughing non-stop whenever I teased her. I just love doing that :D Rayco is indeed a sweet girl , not to mention she's cute too as her attitude is like how a small kid act. Man , how I wish my future daughter would be like her. LOL. She's like the perfect girl. Hehe. I'm so dead when she's sees this. Haha. Anyway rayco , dedicate this post to you! Love ya new buddy ((: Hope we maintain our friendship forever!! Don't miss me cause I know you do from the first day we hang out in KLL. :D We even date yesterday. Awwwhhh. Miss those moments ? LOL.

Anyway picture of rayco , the girl with the grey shirt ! :PP

During KLL time ! SEE , she even looks serious when she's not studying but to play on her cell !! Lol. Did you guys see that , how serious she is when she's in the library ? You can never imagine her look. Can enter into Horror movie already. Amazingly shocked though. Incredibly awesomely serious Rayco Lim @ Raymond Lam's yi lai. HAHAHA. Just kidddingg ray ray ^^

Take care. Hope you like it. If you don't , I still can't do anything. Bwahahaahahahaha. Friend oh friend. Nice meeting you , thanked god for allowing me to have you as a buddy! HEHE.

Regards , Loves and Cares !

Attention Catching !

2011-05-02T15:48:00.003+08:00

I practically dislike Boyce Avenue , can't tell why I dislike. Maybe because most of my friends are totally in love with them that make me feel like loving or liking them is a super common thing to me. In 10 friends of mine , 8 of them will be extreme crazy over Boyce Avenue. Gaaahhh! But I know one of the reason I dislike is because few of people that I effing hate the most love Boyce Avenue and when I said I'm okay with them last time which I used to admire and hear their song , they will definitely said that I'm a copy cat and totally copy them in every way and simply create nonsense and rumors that I'm their fan or whoever it is. F off la brainless tards. Anyway , this song is great , love the mash up but not the others cause some of their covers doesn't really suits me. And yeah , his face , I mean the vocalist , eventually reminds me the person that I hate the most! Yikes. On the other hand , I have to admit that they are talented enough to do so many covers! Coming home is their first song that I actually felt into it! But that doesn't mean I like the whole cover of theirs. NOOOO WAAAYYY !! So yeah , high credibility for this song! Ratings 9/10 (: Love the background music actually and not to mention the rapping part too! :D

Lol. What an afternoon to update my blog!

Regards.

Awesomely Lifeless Members ! Part 2

2011-05-02T11:06:00.004+08:00

Continuous of ALM Part 1 !!

---------Okay guess that is all for now! Anyway it's nice to know and have them in life. ---------No doubt , every of the good and positive things will happen whenever you're with them! I seriously madly crazy loving them like nobody ever does. I wish they know how and what is my truth feelings and thoughts towards them (: I love them more than a friend but like a family member! I'm truly sorry for every trouble that I cause and inconvenience to you guys. Thousand apologies for the emotional feeling I have and freak you guys out throughout the whole year! Perhaps my secondary school mates had influence me or maybe I got my dad gene where he used to be an emotional kid , if I'm not mistaken. I don't even know why am I so emotional. I remember I wasn't like this when I was in primary school nor secondary. Guess this feeling started to occur on me when I was form 5 due to busy preparing for SPM and started to involve myself in plenty of havoc stuffs. Yikes. I can't do anything much but then I tried to be a cheerful kid like you guys and it doesn't work on me. I seriously have no idea why and I wish that I know why! Never mind , past is past , we can't turn back time. Speaking bout past , I miss every moments that we spent during our college life! It's indeed an unforgettable one and those memories will restore in my mind forever! You guys are the first batch that brought full of happiness and tons of laughters into my life , in another words , you guys had brighten up my life! I don't know how to repay you guys but to thank you guys lots , for every single thing! I just hope that I have a time machine and turn back the good old times , enjoy it every second and minutes. Fyi , whenever I'm with them , I feel like my problems and negative thoughts had flowed out from my life , totally. I feel absolutely different ; as I don't have to worry much about all my difficulties and problems which made me feel much much better ! (: Seriously , I love them tons! I will appreciate them no matter what when and how , cause I know friendship with them is priceless and it's a God's faith to put all of us together. You can hardly find a group of friends like them in life as there are many sarcastic and 2 sided people in nowadays generations. They're just plainly incredibly amazing to hang around with. They are the friends that never take you for granted , hey guys I trusted you 150% you know! So never ever take things or people for granted! ^^ It's a God's gift and determination for allowing them to enter into my life and allowing me to enter theirs! No doubt , they're the best of the best human beings! Haha :D Oh not to mention , being lifeless and lame is our gang style! Known as trademark for the gang! It's seriously special and here am I again , being lifeless and lame by posting every words that I wanna said about our gang! Wooooots.

If I have wishes to made , remain our friendship forever will be one of the main wish! (: I wouldn't want everything to end , especially times in college life , memories we had together throughout the days in college. Ahh it's extremely touchable and tears been rolling down from my eyes whenever I recall back those memories. It's hard for me to accept that 1 and a half year had ended , it's totally unbearable for me.If I have a chance to stop and pause the time , I would do so! I would wanna spend my every single life time with you guys , the Awesomely Lifeless gang! Quoted by me :Nothing good come from lifeless people's mouth! (: Man , I love and miss you guys , forever and always!

Sincerely Xin Lei , loves , cares and regards!! ((: XOXO

P/S : Sorry for all the inconvenience and messy words , poor grammar and vocabulary. Yikes. :/ Mind me yea!

Btw , took me more than 12 hours to update this long post. Guess I shouldn't update this long in the first place. Regretted !! Draggy enough. :/

Awesomely Lifeless Members ! Part 1

2011-05-02T02:15:00.011+08:00

People usually said that friends is important , some even said that it's part of their life and all. Well I agreed with those people's words as friends are really important. Imagine you're all alone , without any friends , what you gonna do ? Who you gonna ask for help ? Who you gonna refer to ? Who you gonna get guidance form ? Who you gonna find people to accompany you throughout your life ? Mind to exclude your family members. Yes , your first priority - family , they comes first as it they're the internal of your life , and come second is friends as they're the external of your life. In the outside world , you will need friends in whatever or which ever way! Well , what can I say about friends ? They are the one that will be there for you ; They are the one that concern about you when you're down ; They are the one that lend you their shoulder for you to cry on ; They are the one that lift you up from sea of hardship life , difficulties and problems ; They are the one that help you a lot in studies ; They are the one who accompany you wherever you wanna go ; They are the one that put in efforts to fulfill your aims and dreams ; They are the one that willing to face the risk and challenge with you ... We called all this FRIENDS , true friends! (:

Yes I admit that I'm friendly enough , as many people said so. But that doesn't mean everyone is my best friend. Of course , my primary school mates are part of it , but definitely not secondary as they're some 2 faces tards that brainless enough to do silly things and betray their own friends. For me , I do not have only 1 group of friends which is the awesome 5 @ primary school girl friends , but I have the others as well , a very good example can be made , my college buddies @ awesomely lifeless gang! (: Whenever I'm with them , I feel like I'm with my family members together. As I know sometimes , problems do occurred , but that doesn't mean that we aren't friends anymore. Life is up and down , so no matter what we do , issues will happened , as an example , misunderstanding! I know it's hard to accept nor forget the hurtful feelings , but past is not equal to future ! (: No doubt , they've brought happiness and full of memorable laughters into my life! Haha. I knew somebody gonna be perasan by saying that he/she is awesome. Lol. Okay , so is time for me to blog each of our awesomely lifeless gang member!

First and foremost ;

- do ignore the woman at the back , she's desperate to involve herself in gab's picture - :D

Gabriel Wong - He is a nice guy , but you can't call him a gentleman cause he doesn't have that characteristic! He sometimes being so lifeless til people get fed up with him! He is responsible enough and not to mention he is being so called gay with his partner. You will know who is his , I mean her partner! He is a freak that knows everything , hanging out with him is good as he is quite entertaining , in certain ways! He's pretty good at organizing things , sometimes it might be confused , but as an organizers , their job is hard and stressful enough. But in Gab's case , he manage to organize things perfectly well , and at the end of the day the plan did successfully work out! (: He's just somehow good at mostly everything or anything! No doubt , having him as a friend is lucky as he will motivates and guide you away from problems. Love you gab (:

Sue Jenn - She's my neighbor , like 5 to 10 minutes neighbor! Haha. She's a sweet girl , I just love the way she smile. her teeth is plainly attractive. She don't have to use those toothpaste to make her teeth blink , her natural teeth color is good enough. She also known as the most DC in our class , I supposed! She is super creative and her thinking is fast , faster than anyone else! She's an extreme polite person , also a person that consists of high morality! No doubt , she just like a princess , plus she is fruity rich that has a driver and few imported cars in her house garage , oh Jenn don't think I've never been to your house before , I even passed by there few times. Saw some new cars there too. Lol. :D She consist all the morality characteristic , so if you expect me to list down everything , guess I'll need decades to finish it! Haha. In short , she's the girl that every guy wants! ((: LOL.

Jun Yen - Oh this guy huh ? The yong sui one! Lol. Also , I'm the culprit of calling him yong sui , according to some other people la. Idk. Anyway , he is a simple kid , not to mention stingy kid too. Haha! He's a person that always said , ANYTHING whenever Vern and I asked him questions of where to go , what to eat , and what to do! Good thing that he don't have to study and he still can score , one of the sarcastic fellow in our gang! He's smart and always talked all those non-sensible stuffs , also the so called dirty jokes! Haha. He's a gentleman , and too bad he has a gf. Lol. He even loves to do crazy stuffs , teased people non-stop and all. He's a nice guy la. Knowing Jun Yen is like knowing my cousin , which is the first impression is a quiet person but when we're getting to know each other closer day by day , he will start talking those nonsense non-stop and bully people! Lol. And yes , Nothing good will come out from his mouth! Thanks to all his non-sensible words. Haha.

Pei Wern - This is Jun Yen's gf! Which is also knows as friend that always be there for you! (: Lol. What I meant is , she always cheer me up whenever I'm down and confused. She always guide me , asking me if you do this , what will happened ; if you do that what will happened ! She can consider the joker in our group , by doing random stuffs and saying random things! Haha. I just love talking to her and yes I told her many times that whenever I look at her face , I will automatically laughed , no matter what! Her reactions and facial expression is so hilarious. She always accompany wherever I go and mostly stayed back with me right after college , together with her bf! Our hanging-around-after-college-gang is just fantastically awesome. Jun Yen , Pei Wern , Kar Vern and myself. Whatever we do after college , we will be doing the same thing together! It's fun though! I remember one day , we were deciding what to do , and it took 2 hours for us to think what we want to do , from H Block to CITC , to canteen 2 and library. We were like while walking and thinking at the same time , in the end , we all ended up going to Jusco for dinner. That is soooo LOL. Anyway I started to miss those times where the 3 of non-stop teasing Kar Vern to the max .... about something and something. HAHA.

Kar Vern - The girl or friend that Pei Wen , Jun Yen and I loved to tease. No doubt , her reaction is super hilarious. I can ensure myself that I'll never forget the way she react and all the words she said , well this is because whatever she said is all from me. Man I feel bad that I taught her th wrong stuffs! Lol. This girl over here , reminds me a lot like my primary school mates , as in the way she acts , talks , and laughs! When I feel so down , and I need someone to talk to , she will be the first one to come and ask me , OI WHAT HAPPENED ? TELL ME LA! I was refused to tell her but then she keep on asking me and it's making me touch as she's concern about me. I told everything about everyone and my feelings to her , she's a person that easily understandable! No doubt , she's is caring enough towards her friends and she get influenced easily. Qki and I always influence her! Lol. She's one of college buddies that I know first in college! Practically , I miss the earlier days! Gaaahhh.

Aaron - **Ignore the girl beside him , she is desperate to get into the picture. Sighed. Vern oh verh!** Haha he's the guy that always helps me in studies , especially Econs (: And he's the guy that always laughed at my way of speaking and behaving. Lol. His laughters are unique! The way he acted is like how a small boy act. Super not mature weyh! Haha. Kidding! He's a quiet guy and most of his answer to every question will be a good answer , you can hardly get a rejected answer from him , that applies in my case. I can't be so sure about that in other people's case. So yeah. He and Jun Yen are the same ! (: No doubt , both also gentlemen! Lol :D

Danny - This is the most sarcastic person I've ever known. Everyday words will comes out from his mouth is : My english is horrible ; Omg I didn't study (but then still score at least , pffftt) ; I'm not rich ; bla bla bla and all those crappy plus so not true stuffs. Misrepresentation can always applied on this guy , Danny How! He loves bullying people and teased people non-stop. On the other hand , he's kind and helpful enough. His characteristic and attitude is just like Aaron and Jun Yen , not much difference! (: But one thing can be specified on this guy is that he can be good sometimes and can be bad too! Aha yup , I'm serious for saying that out! :D He actually care what and how other of his friends feel. He actually afraid when someone mad at him and quite concern over his friends! He willing to offer a hand whenever we needed one! He even volunteer himself to do things that a guy wouldn't do , like accompany a girl to shop , that didn't happened on me but I can bet that it happened on other girl friends of his. Lol. Over all , he isn't the bad guy nor a good buy but the perfect guy! Haha.

Qki - AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA this girl ? Hmmmppphh! Many things to talk about though. Lol. She's a girl that can be cruel most of the time , can be kind sometimes , can be helpful sometimes only , can be funny , can be mean , can be naughty , can be playful , can be sarcastic , can be so not awesome , can be lame , can be lifeless , can be gorgeously perasan , can be too honest , can be a liar , can a perfectionist and more! Too many la. I can't list everything here. It make this post of hers draggy much. Lol. She's one of my closest buddies in college. She's basically the first person or female I talked in college. She reminds me of worms and maggots because she loves being a worm. You can't blame her for that , cause her height and characters proves it all! Haha joking! Anyway she's the friend that I've been looking for , can be as crazy as me. She treated me differently than anyone else , not in a good way but in a so not good way! She will bully me non-stop and teased me in every way , every time. Haiyo! That woman need to be teached , and the most suitable person to become her teacher is ME (: Wheee ? Well yeah! She will tried her best to cheer me up whenever I'm so called EMO and she will just make me laugh non-stop whenever I'm with her. She just love to use me sometimes , to crack out some silly and crappy jokes , which is quite fun actually even though I sometimes feel tiring to defense myself. Lol. She's a friend that everyone need to have! Though I've argued with her 2 times , I can feel that our friendship grows stronger each day! When both of us didn't talk due to some arguments and misunderstanding , I feel upset and I felt something went missing. I just love spending my time with that hilariously funny same height friend of mine , basically everyone la! ((: I admit that I kinda regret for not treating good and fair to her last time! But right now , things couldn't get any better! It's far lucky than I thought. I would appreciate her! Whenever I feel upset that she's happy without me which is during the argument happened , shameet told me that friends can never last long! I respond by nodding my head , but deep down in my heart I told myself that is not true , friends do last , best friends will always last ! I ignore the fact that my friendship and her will never last. One day , I couldn't take the pain and I thought of forget about her and get rid of her image from my life , but then I couldn't , no matter what I do , I still can't forget her! This shows that she's really really a best friend of mine. I just hope that she has the same thoughts of friendship towards me , is okay if she don't! No matter what , when , and how , you're still my best college buddy , so do the others! ((;

To be Continue ....

Memories ! Episode 4

2011-05-01T11:18:00.003+08:00

After the karaoke session , we head to Kepong , as we've planned! I can see that wide smiley face on lovely same height friend's of mine! Haha. She've been asking us to go to Kepong since last year so in order to grant her so called wish , we decided to make her happy by fulfilling it! Lol. Vern and I even suggested something ..... So yeah.

Went to Kepong night market! Not bad though. It's been a while since the last time I went to night markets. I somehow doesn't like going it cause it's crowded and it's hard to walk. Yikes. For the Kepong night market , it's crowded , but I don't have the feeling of not walking , I even asked Wern and that same height friend of mine to walk slower. Then we bought whatever we wanna eat! Is it me that never been to night market for such a long time or the night market is special ? O.o Lifeless humans were Gabriel the most lifeless one , Danny the most gayness plus sarcastic one , Qki the most abnormal one , Kar Vern the most dependent one , Pei Wern the most crazy one and myself ! Head over to Qki's house. Ate our light dinner there , while having fun plus hilarious talk with her mum! All of us been laughing real hard , thanks to one of my best peeps , Pei Wern for being so random and hilarious like one mad person. Surprisingly , Qki's mum can get along pretty well with us! We're having tons of tons of fun , full of madly laughters and random conversations which is purely unforgettable! And the shocking part is where Qki actually asked or offered to spend a night at her house. I was so out of words when I heard that ! Cause I remember she told me once that she dislike people go to her house nor overnight her house. I was kinda freak out to overnight at her house cause you know , Qki is a strict woman , she's fierce in every way. Trust me. But best buddies like us bully her , she wouldn't mind. Lol :D I'm so dead after she read this! We chatted til 4.30 am and head to bed. I mean floor to be exact. Haha! slpet for 3 hours , and I tweeted the moment I woke up. Talked with the lifeless member for a while , out for breakfast and back home later on. Oh and screw ktm , effing hate it , due to it's slowness which waste tons of of precious time. =.=

It was an amazing partial sleepless night with them! (: A real lifeless gang that do random stuffs , guess again I'm the culprit. Haha. After all , I'm the culprit of using the word LIFLESS. Feel so glad though , woooooooots! :D It's seriously an unforgettable night!

Thanks a lot a lot to Qki and her family. Nice to meet them , they're being so nice to us! Guess I have to repay them , if not I feel guilt! Hey qki , you don't have to feel sorry la , we are the one that supposed to feel that way. You're good enough to provide us most of the thing , and of course you also need to thank me for providing you laughters and some entertaining stuffs! Haha. Just saying la. Thank you so much best friend! (:

By the way , hopefully I can get all the pictures from you as soon as possible cause I want to create a photo album of our gang , if can la. :D

Alright then. Guess that's all for now. Oh I wanna put this in my blog , though I've put it in my Twitter and Facebook. I do love all these words cause it consists of all the memorable cannot forget memories ! - An appreciating friday saturday where all the unforgettable memories happened! Having and knowing those awesome plus wonder people like them in life is the greatest gift ever! No doubt , I never feel regret about it. Instead, I even treated them as part of my family members , just wish they could treat the same way too! (: -

I feel thankful and grateful for everything ! I love them so much like how I love my family members , or maybe how much I love my Chester and Eeyore :D

We must keep in touch and update about each other no matter what when and how! (:

They're the first bunch of buddies that brighten up my life from sea of negativities!

Amazing awesomely lifeless members , CHEERS ! (;

P/S : Pictures is all with Qki ! Guess she might upload into her blog. Oh yeah , I finally manage to view her blog. Yay! Hehe. Anyway her blog is wonderful. ((:

Loves and Regards!

Memories ! Episode 3

2011-05-01T01:46:00.018+08:00

Okay guess things come to an end for a amazing thursday! Glad that everything goes well to the way we expected! And yes next , comes the day , Friday. Urgh I kinda hate the word Friday cause it's literally reminds me of that Rebecca Black's lame song! Geez! Oh well. Never mind. **A crow has just passed by** By the way , speaking about friday , what comes to my mind is the karaoke outing that my college peeps and I had @ Redbox The Curve! Thought I acted one of a kind there , stupidity me for acting such a stupid idiotic person , it was indeed a blast and a fantastically wonderful karaoke session! Before karaoke , had a fulling breakfast with the awesomely lifeless gang @ Village Park , Damansara Utama! Had an incredibly awesome plus plainly amazing time with the awesomely lifeless gang , singing and shouting like crazy , practically! Lol :D Well that is what Redbox for right ? Aha anyway , things was doing great at the beginning and ending , just that my idiotic attitude being super idiot. I'm just a ftard at some point of time , mood swing up and down. Urgh. I hate these feelings. :X Alright. Didn't use much of my cappy at that time to capture pictures cause it's hard to adjust , whenever one picture is snap , you need to adjust the iso and the lens or program or whatever it is , which I lazy and don't have the mood to do so. So we might as well use Qki's camera and yes means that all pictures are with her right now! (: We're just like the bunch of crazy monkeys , fooling and jumping around ! No doubt , the craziest human being I've ever seen , feel absolutely lucky to know and have them in life. The moment I stepped into the class , Aaron is the first one talking to me , while the second person is Gabriel , then comes along Qki , Kar Vern and a girl with a cute and unforgettable name , Apple Law. Lol! When I talked or communicate with them , the first time expression for me towards them are NERDS. Lol. Sorry. I know it's so not true , but hey , all of you seriously looks like nerds you know. What a joke man! Haha alright. My words for now are limited , which I don't know how and what to describe them , all I can do right now is upload the picture and allow the pictures do the talking!

Plenty of pictures more to come , just that it isn't with me but with my fellow same height friend ! Haha. Oh well , she always said that I love to compare my height !?!?! ==" Before I further my updates , I would wanna said that these people , in my life , had practically ruined my reputation! Gaaaaahhh. They said I don't have one , but to be honest , I do! Just that they hardly support me and they will bully me all the way instead. Smart move guys =="

- To be COTINUE - (:

Memories ! Episode 2

2011-04-30T21:32:00.014+08:00

- A continuous post of the previous post @ Memories Episode 1 -

After photo shooting in college computer lab , it's time for our Law class. Thursday's Law class would be our last Law class , together with AJ11A and Ms Mitra herself ! We wouldn't get the fun of hearing those crappy and silly nonsense jokes from our class jokers , which is Ian and Ah yuan. They're the one that make the Law class fun , well part of it. Another part is Ms Mitra , where she never give up on us , supporting us , motivate us , and what can I say much ? She is just like us , not to say totally , but yeah , most of it ! (: It's totally unbelievable that she is done her job by teaching us! She's still don't believe that we gonna leave her and she gonna leave us! Ahhhh well , I started to miss those moments we had during Law class , those wonderful laughters that we couldn't hear anywhere , those awesomely creative jokes that we hardly hear , and those kindly Law mates that always support you which it's extremely difficult to get these type of people! It's unbearable for me to leave the AJ11A Law world! So yeah. During Law class , Jenn actually surprised Ms Mitra KFC , which is part of our plan of surprising her! Whoa , unbelievably to see Ms Mitra's reaction after knowing that she gets to crave some kfc in such a long time. Her reaction was unreasonably foreseeable. Lol. Hey hey hey , have to use some Law terms , after all Ms Mitra is AJ11A's Law lecturer! :D We , as usual , talk out loud and laugh out loud. We even dragged Ms Mitra into our she-don't-understand-conversation! Lol. Just to make her feel curious of what we are talking about. Lol. Besides that , nothing much , just some random chat and funny laughters do pops out all the time. Haha! That's the 1st period of Law.

While the second period is where Ms Mitra , Shameet and I surprised our fellow Law mates a cake and glad to see they're shocked about it! I'll never want them to know what actually happened before and after the cake is with us! I feel great to see their happy and shock reactions , the moment they saw the cake! Awwwhhh. I told myself that pheww , we finally made it! We been through many stages to get that cake! Gaaahhh! Anyway , things doing as usual , cake cutting , picture snapping and all. The best part is the group photos where all of us grouped together with Ms Mitra and just few hots , not to mention we did some silly faces too! Hilarious enough. Will let the photos do the talking then!

TO BE CONTINUE ...

Memories ! Episode 1

2011-04-30T15:26:00.022+08:00

It's the end of college , as I could said it's nearly an end to the class AJ11A ! I feel gladly lucky that I get to know people in AJ11A! Not to mention , they practically have the same attitude which make no difference within the so called AJ11A members! But 1 thing for sure is that , there are groups in a class! Well , for my group , is the odd among the others. My group which I name them the awesomely lifeless , able and dare to do stuffs that people never do before! It's super unbelievable that we get to hang around so close like we've known each other for more than what , 10 or 20 years ? Well to be exact , we only know each other for 1 and a half years , and surprisingly we acted like how super duper close best buddies act! Pretty awesome huh ? Tell me about it , I even take months to get close to my secondary school friends. So yeah. Thus , we ought to known as brothers and sisters. Ahhhhh ! Anyway , Thursday is our photo shoot day , too bad I miss the most important part where it is my opportunity cost! I have to cause my Law lecturer and I decided to surprise my lovely Law mates , except for 2 y square! So for their sake , I miss the photo shoot session. Bet they must be happy that I wasn't there with them. Oh well. Anyway , it was a blast thursday. Things goes not so smoothly as I can say , cause I kinda screwed up some part of the plans. Few unfortunate things happened which I don't wanna mentioned what is it ! Moving on , early morning I met Danny Pig in Masjid Jamek and wait for that yong sui Jun Yen to come! Then head to college together , I thought of going to college with them cause I afraid there won't be any chances of my friends accompanying me to college using LRT anymore! So yeah. Messaged Jun Yen and Danny Pig early in the morning for it. Haha! Then reached college , headed to college admit car park , stand there quite some time and I thought I will received good news from my girlfriends , but then no , isn't , it's a bad news instead where that HCTIB gives some idiotic look and asking stupid questions! Leave that behind , after that we snapped pictures , like random and organized pictures , with all my fellow awesome college buddies! Bo doubt , they're pretty good at photographing! (: Time to allow the pictures do the talking .... Oh yeah , we took like 2 hours to snap the whole us in the surrounding of college computer lab. That shows that time flies seriously fast! :O

** first photo is the end while the last photo is the beginning **

Mere Points !

2011-04-24T01:14:00.004+08:00

Well , I was browsing internet lately , the mood of studying has been gone temporary. This is because of the football match , which pulled out pretty much of my study mood. Yes have to blame Liverpool for that! Lol. Anyway , they've score 5 brilliant goals and defeated Birmingham ! Thanks to hat-tricks scorer , Maxi Rodriguez , Kuyt and Cole! No doubt , Kenny Dalglish is always the best man for Liverpool. Congrats for brighten Liverpool UP! (:

Back to the point , few main points of some lyrics had caught my attention , and it keeps wandering in my head , making me saying and repeat those words again and again. Gaaahhh! :O Well , what can I say much about it , those words are plainly awesome and it suits me and the surrounding or situation well enough (;

- I used to be the kid that no one cared about , that's why you have to keep screaming til they (I) hear you out !

Oh, written in the stars , A million miles away , A message to the main , Seasons come and go , But I will never change , And I'm on my way !! – Written In Te Stars by Tina Tempah and Eric Turner

Dear God, I was terribly lost,

When the galaxies crossed,

And the Sun went dark.

Dear God, You're the only North Star,

I would follow this far.

Oh telescope, keep an eye on my only hope,

Lest I blink and be swept off the narrow road.

Hercules, you've got nothing to say to me,

'Cause you're not the blinding light that I need.

For He is the saving grace of the Galaxies!

He is the saving grace of the Galaxies

I would follow this far.

(Galaxies, galaxies, through the galaxies, through the galaxies) – Galaxies by Owl City

- Hey baby , I think I wanna marry you.! Who cares baby , I think I wanna marry you.! – Marry You by Bruno Mars

- All I waited for Was a chance to make you understand And tell you these forgotten truths you never thought were real And if the world should turn its back, you know that I'm still here Time won't ever steal my soul We're not broken, so please come home Morning comes, and life moves on And when it changed, you didn't know you belong And I'll still catch you when you fall through a past that steals your sleep And scroll these words upon your wall remind you to believe Time won't ever steal my soul We're not broken, so please come home And if the world has worn you down I'll be waiting, so please come home I won't let them break you down And I won't hear the empty sounds I'm hopelessly pretending that I know the answer Angel's light and neon fires that burn so cold through your desires And all you are is all I need to know When the world is insane You get used to the pain And you don't even know what you feel And I am like you, all alone and confused But you know it's not forever Time won't ever steal my soul And we're not broken, so please come home And if the world has worn you down I'll be waiting, so please come home – Not Broken by Goo Goo Dolls

- Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it – S & M by Rihanna

- Alright, already the show goes on all night, till the morning we dream so long Anybody ever wonder, when they would see the sun up Just remember when you come up The show goes on! – The Show Goes On by Lupe Fiasco

- I just wanna live tonight , I just wanna live tonight away , I just wanna live my life – Liv Tonight by Keri Hilson and Nelly

That’s all I guess. Anyway have a good day ahead. I’m super duper sleepy now , as I didn’t take my nap during the afternoon! Yikes. The last time I slept is 6 am to 10.30 am ; 4 hours of slept!! And I’m surprisingly shocked that I can actually hold such a long time. Gaaahh :O I don’t even know what did I blog or mention about too. Sorry yea for mistakes or anything. Sleeeeppppy! Kay then nitey and regards (:

I don't know what title la. Uh Feedbacks ? Replies ? I SERIOUSLY HAVE NO IDEA !!

2011-04-23T05:35:00.001+08:00

Okay I’m being lifeless and sleepless again. It’s the second day of doing the things that I’m not supposed to do! Sleep less than 12 hours. Thursday evening , slept from 8.30pm til 11pm and then Friday evening , slept from 8.30pm til 12.20am. Ahh my sleeping time is so OUT. Crap! Well , what can I say , thanks to my mum for waking me from my sleep by asking me whether I taken my bath. I was like oh shoot , haven’t. And my mum was like is okay , you go and sleep and shower early in the morning. I was super blur at that time. The moment I lay down on the floor ( yes I slept on the floor as I’m taking my nap , I don’t take my nap on BED because we SLEEP on BED. Haha) and continue my sleep , I just remember that I need to online tonight in order to get some updates about …….. I don’t know how to say la. Lol. And at the same time I couldn’t sleep back , so I decided to take a midnight shower , again. Man it has been times I take my shower at midnight like 12 or 1. Surprise that my mum didn’t scold me. Lols. After showering , I was about to online and then came that silly pig sitting in front of my lappie , searching for latest song. She’s been doing lame stuffs lately. Mind her , she’s silly enough to do. Haha! Not long later , I received a call from Skype , and guess who is calling me , 2 lifeless Twitter mate of mine. Danny and Gabriel. WTH =.= We started to talk and all , lifeless word with lifeless style of talking. Especially both of them , together with their gayness. Gosh , I seriously couldn’t take it la. Wherever I’m , I will definitely involve of doing the same thing with them , tweeting and replying tweets non-stop is a very good example. While we were talking , they had asked me to DO SOME THING , or READ SOMETHING , to be exact. So yeah. I did as they told.

Words that came from my own mouth :

I actually posted in Twitter , but then I posted here again just in case you didn’t on your it , who knows!

– Without them letting me know, I wouldn't read it! Issue started after I finish reading. For then I told myself that I will never read it anymore cause I don't want to cause any more issues. But then thanks to 2 friends of ours, telling me and asking me to read when we're in Skype. I refused to at the 1st place. Then , I re-think and finally go and read. I didn't know what to say but all I can say is Thank you and Lets start a new time. (: It's actually part of my fault too as I feel guilt of thinking too much. Somehow it's confusing when comes to all these! Majors is even here too. I don’t want these to affects us , practically everyone. **gulps**

– Thanked god for allowing things to happen on Saturday's dawn time. (: If not for my mum to wake me up from my sleep during midnight ; if not for my sister sat right in front of my laptop which I will exit my Skype if I am to sit instead and 2 lifeless person wouldn't call me through Skype ; if not for that 2 lifeless person for asking me and letting me know about it , I wouldn't read it and we will just remain like that , let the misunderstanding flow. But because all that happened right after my mum woke me up , I finally read it and honestly speaking I actually feel relief , much more better , not so confusing! (:

I only tweet this 2 , wanted to tweet more , but then I thought of continue here instead. Guess misunderstanding do appear every time , every where , every one. I actually didn’t think about these thing cause the main thing for now is that I’m focusing on my studies. I didn’t even bother about anything else besides it. I don’t even have the mood for the outing cause of my studies , which slunk pretty bad. About the me asking people to giving you the paper , I’m not the one actually. Just letting you know. Aaron told me that he don’t allow people to photocopy his essay without letting him see how is his essay doing. That’s why I didn’t photocopy. And then the next day , he came to me and asked me for his paper , I told that you need to photocopy and he said he will pass it to you. So I did as what he told , return the paper back to him. Past is past ! Oh well , I couldn’t said much. I don’t even want these to happen , as you said it’s dramatic , you did mentioned that you don’t want any dramatic things to happen , that is why I didn’t bother nor join the gang for anything. It will be weird , seriously. So I told myself better not involving this. My life been down these days. I couldn’t focus on certain things , I was badly emotional that day cause my mum scolded me pretty bad as my result shucks like anything. So yeah. I admit that I’m being way emotional that day because of lack of sleep and the scolding part which it’s making my day worst. Sometimes it’s hard to be the true of yourself but it’s super easy to being a sarcastic person. No doubt , nobody is perfect. Sigh. I also admit that it’s partial of my fault too. So let’s get over it , I wouldn’t want to think about it anymore. Ahh about the outing plan , I’m still indecisive , cause firstly I’m broke , and second I don’t know whether my mum allow me to go. Yikes. Things is getting more complicated in my life , no worries it doesn’t involve any of our member. Just basically about my future and all. God !!

By the way , sent you a twitter request. And I didn’t write in the chatbox cause I don’t like writing in it. It’s somehow looks pathetic. Haha! Mind me for that.

Sleeppyyy! It’s 5.31am now. And I haven’t got my sleep. So guess is my time to GOOOOOOO !! So called Morning-Nights!

Regards!

A dawn post !

2011-04-22T04:30:00.005+08:00

Start my life with a sleepless night ! What a random thing to do. Anyway life been going way down these days. Well have to accept it no matter what. I'm starting to move on though , majors is in weeks time and I'm not fully prepared. Plans are plenty too. Hopefully I get to cope up for both. Fun and study. Well it's just the fact that time is limited. That is all I can say. Right now is 4.35am and I'm blogging instead of what , sleeping ? Well I thought of beating my previous record which is long time ago of not sleeping a day. Haha possible enough ? We shall see. Seriously random man I tell you! Goodness. Was studying Contract just now at 2am til 5 minutes ago before I logged into my facebook and gmail , then suddenly saw a link to my blog and yes I ended up here. Have no idea why am I so in a good mood today. Maybe because I've helped 2 friend of mine settle their own issue ? Haha. Perhaps so. Anyway , I'm glad that everything is back to normal where they're happily together , talking and joking incredibly , and even the girl treated the guy differently , not to mention even offer him a special reward which I can't tell what is it cause it's P and C. Lol. Guy and Girl , you both owe me one man. Haha. (Kidding) I supposed to wake up 5.30 am today , going to college early and seriously . I have to get myself a few cups of mcd coffee in order for me to stay awake and concentrate in class , especially Law. Believe it or not , I don't have the mood for Law like the day before yesterday. Crap. Wonder why. Maybe because I'm tired of a particular thing which I couldn't take it , hmms ? Anyway that is just an issue which I will not take into account cause I can't turn back time. (: All I can do is continue and will see what's and how's the outcome of it. Ah , can't wait for tomorrow afternoon , time spending with the 32-teeth gang. Haha. That is a new name created by me to the few of us! Like today , Shameet , Pei Wern , Jun Yen and I were studying in the library at the highest floor which only us STUDYING there. Jun Yen and Shameet keep bullying Pei Wern , as Jun Yen bully Pei Wern's stuffs by take and hide it , while Shameet keep disturbing her and joked with her , funny enough. Me ? I was laughing away and direct what Shameet and Jun Yen need to do. Lol. The 4 of us been laughing like crazy. Do things like nobody business , surprise that we talked and laugh in a loud tone and guess what no one stop us from doing that. Cause there is some shifting-new-book-rack thing going on , causes a lot of loud noise. So yeah. Because of that , we all been talking to each other loudly. Not to mention , Pei Wern even shouted Shameet's name. And laughed like one high insanity woman from a middle of nowhere hospital. Lol. Ah the fun with them is not enough. No doubt , we always laughed when we're together , the times! Guess Shameet will be joining us again tmr. Wheeeee ? Alright , like seriously I should get going now before I get busted by my dad since he wakes up at 5am to make me breakfast. Crap. Alright then. C'ya. Regards and MORNING !!

- Forget the past and move on -

Down can be cure to up , so wish days goes by with good and unforgettable memories ! (:

I would never wanna repeat nor recall the past because it's pointless. Just hope and pray , expect the unexpected !!

Be fresh and yes , keep on going , LEONG XIN LEI !!

Woooooooots .

Frust is all I can feel of !

2011-04-10T09:23:00.003+08:00

Well I just wish I can be like those birds , moon and star , that doesn't have to worry about their future , no confusion thoughts, full of freedom , they don't have to go through a pain in the ass experiences and many more happy stuffs that they able to do. And they don't have to worry about their time , they can take things slowly and seriously , they don't have to worry so much about their life. Unlike human being , unlike MYSELF. That worry like anything about my future and all if this and that happened. Gosh. I just hope that someday I would get all answers for all questions that been wandering in my head for decades. I wanted to get rid some of it , narrow it down , but then I couldn't. It will still pop out in my mind anytime when I'm bored. I have no idea why. :/

Alright. I shall get my ass back to my Contract question as I need to finish minimum , at least 3 question. Failed my yesterday's aim as I fall asleep early , went for a swim and attend leadership academy. Ah shoot! Time flies. Not to mention , my Business Lecturer been giving me few past year papers for me to do and I need to complete by tomorrow which is quite suffering. Cause I need to answer like EVERYTHING. The whole past year question for paper 1 and paper 3 ! And I got like 3 or 4 set of it. Goodness. I can't said it's a bad thing cause I want and need to improve myself. The lecturer even shocked that my result is super STUNNING , which is an opposite of GOOD to be exact! Oh god. I shouldn't talk about result cause I will be burst out into tears anytime soon due to some reason which I can't tell what is it! It's just make my heart sore enough to do anything stupid. Kay then. Regards and Loves.

Latest Hairstyle of mine!

2011-04-03T14:47:00.004+08:00

Hahahahaahaahahhahaa , for real , or not ? Oh well , Idk. Lol. My hairstyle will be like this when I'm at home , especially during night time. So yeah. I tried to do this hairstyle when I followed my sister out to SS2 mall but then the hairstyle doesn't work it seems. It keep falling down and it doesn't stand. Although it did , it only stand for like an hour. That's all! Oh I wanted ti put this hairstyle to college on Thursday , during my Contract Law exam. But them my mum doesn't allow me to do so. Nights before thursday , I told my sister that I wanna do this hairstyle to college on thursday , and my mum over heard our conversation and directly telling me NO! I was like ==" It's my hair , why can't I put it ? And then my mum is like nagging me all the way. I was like pffftttt. As if I didn't hear to what my mum was saying. Lol. And on thursday morning , I woke up early , like 5.40am and when I was about to comb my hair , my mum suddenly came out from the room and looked at my hair instead of me. Thanked god at that point of time , I haven't comb my sexy and messy hair yet. Haha yeah. So I just go to college with my normal hairstyle ! Aha.

Okay. Shall stop with the second post! C'ya :)

Lucky Oh Lucky ... Appreciate It , Xin Lei !

2011-04-03T12:26:00.020+08:00

I told myself that I'm lucky to have all my love ones around me and support me. Leave me up from sea of difficulties and hopeless thoughts. I never knew I have and known such an awesome and wonderful people. I seriously feel bad for making them feel unhappy for me , down to the hell of worries , literally. How I wish that I am able to bleed out to them all my thoughts and thinking about them ! I just wish one day , is possible for me to do that. Yes I know I'm a coward , basically on everything. I just have no guts to do brave stuffs. I even asked my friend to order for me when we were in the restaurant. Like what the hell ? Yes I know. Gaaaahh I feel so guilt right now.

Anyway , my family and I head down to Cheras for Aunt Chong's 51st surprise birthday! People who attended the party are The Leow's family , The Chen's family , The Ng's family , The Giam's family itself , and The Leong's family. We were having so much fun and enjoyable moments. All of us been karaoke-ing and laughing like crazy. No doubt , I dare to do and say everything in front of them , because all of them are all my childhood friends , and coincidentally , my parents and their parents are good old friends which they known each other before we were born , BEFORE I BORN to be exact. They're former MNS member as I can say. So yeah. Food were amazingly delicious! Well , the time after we had our dinner , we spent on karaoke , which is incredibly awesome cause all of us singing and dancing together. Although we're in a room , but people from the outside can actually heard us singing. Bet they can’t have their dinner peacefully enough. But what to do , we are the CIP customer as Uncle Giam had booked the restaurant first. We conquered part of the restaurant. Haha. And what shocked us the most is , toilet which located at the end of the restaurant can actually heard our singing too. A real shocking one! According to few boys. Lol. Not to mention , during karaoke time , the children , or teens to be exact , been doing crazy and silly things , and the parents been laughing at us like mad. It's like a comedy performance or showcase for them. What a joke! Lol. Overall , everything goes perfectly well. We sang quite number of songs and we’ve been burst out into loud laughter , thanks to Uncle Andy’s hilarious move which making us laughing hardly and is hard to be stop! Chung Weng and Teck Meng been coupled up and did crazy stuffs according to the music. Just had tons of fun which is out of my expectation. As I know for now , they’re superb fun to hang out with. I can’t wait for then next event. And I’m glad that we went for a swim every Saturday in Kuala Lumpur Shooting Club and after that they will come over my house , yes every Saturday. Ahh I just love the fun of hanging out with them. Too bad Uncle Yong couldn’t join as he lived in Seremban and is too far for him. With Kwok Wye and Kwok Thee they all , I bet it will be even more fun than I thought. Hell yeah. Thanked god for creating all these happiness by knowing and having them in my life. I’m awesomely glad. Oh yeah , I had a hilariously blast laughing non-stop convo with Aunt Siew Wan. A convo about imagination , where the both of us imagine all the teens that been dancing non-stop like crazy and high insanity people growth old , like the age of 70 – 80. It’s just funny though. Aunt Siew Wan and I laughing crazily. And yes , is my first time to see Aunt Siew Wan laugh like mad. Haha. A good chance I have there. Way to go. Oh and yes , I brought my cappy along and I took 300 odd pictures as I’m the camera woman for today’s event. So yeah. Ah this is seriously crazy.

After the event , the Leow’s family and my family headed to Uncle Giam’s house in Cheras Park @ Cheras Uphill. We captured many pictures and we as usual , did plenty of unbelievable stuffs. The part that I liked the most is where all of us sit on the balcony and chit-chat , spent quality time with each other while enjoying the night view from KLCC and KL Tower. Not bad after all. I enjoy tons. Chung Weng , Chung Yuen , Li Ann , Xin Yenn and myself were talking and enjoying our drink. Just pure awesome moments. Our parents were down stairs chit-chatting and our next eating trip. I think is during June holidays. Hopefully my exams finish before the holidays. Gaaaah. I wanna go for vacation so badly ! Okay back to my point , our convo was mainly on life actually. Ambition , experiences and things like that. I loved talking these things , and I never get to enjoy this type of convo experience with anyone else besides them. When all of us were together , we definitely talked about it and not to mention we include jokes too. Those unbelievably crazy jokes that created by Yuen , Weng and myself. Hahaha! We spent practically all the time in the room and on the balcony. Never go down at all unless going back home time. So yeah. Hmm that’s all I guess. Done with the updating part. Ahh , so many things to talk about , but then I lazy to type all it out here. Well , will let the pictures do the talking then. Pictures time ! Sorry that I can’t update any longer , as always , I’m lazy. Ah , I totally have no idea why am I so lazy these days. Maybe because I’m mostly keen in studies. So yeah. Alright. Time of posting stopped now! J

P/S : The first picture (below) is the end of the event while the last picture is the beginning of the event. Lol. I know it’s a little of confusing. Something wrong with blogger! Yikes. Anyway enjoy! (:

Last but not least , for once again , I seriously miss yesterday tons! I wish I could turn back yesterday time and enjoy the awesome plus blast moments with them again! Especially in Uncle Giam’s house. Ahhh! I’m lucky and happy.

Alright. College start tomorrow and I’m actually kinda excited for it. Yes I mean it , for real. I’m looking forward for college instead. Geez! What a weirdo me! Haha , bet that will be in your mind right now. Lol. Anyway I wish things will goes well as I expected ! I don’t want to face any troubles and difficulties , just hope that it will not happen. Ah! Man , I feel like shouting. Okay. I shall stop now. Toodles. Take care and have a great time ahead.

Regards & Loves , Lei ! J

Hell yeah!

2011-04-02T12:42:00.003+08:00

Am hell looking forward for next week classes!

WOO HOO

Yes , I know it sounds pretty mad.

But then I miss attending classes.

Geez , I know it's extremely unbelievable.

But then I have to admit this.

Seriously.

Oh well !?!?

Heaven , bring me up with you someday.

2011-04-01T00:58:00.005+08:00

I NEED TIME , EXTRA TIME , LIKE SO BADLY.

I CAN'T DO THINGS PROPERLY.

I'M FEELING UPSIDE DOWN THESE DAYS.

I'M NOT WHAT I'M EXPECTED TO BE.

I SCREWED PRETTY BAD IN TRIALS.

I'M SHUCKS , BASICALLY EVERYTHING.

IN ORDER TO SOLVE ALL THIS ISSUE ,

ALL I NEED IS TIME.

YES TIME.

MY TIME IS EXTREME LIMITED.

I CAN'T ORGANIZED NOR DO MY THINGS PROPERLY DUE TO SHORTAGE OF TIME.

I NEED TIME TO THINK ,

I NEED TIME TO REACT ,

I NEED TIME TO , BASICALLY FOR ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING.

I NEED TIME TO GET RID ALL THESE NEGATIVE THINKING FROM MY MIND , LIFE , AND OF COURSE , MYSELF.

SERIOUSLY.

BADLY.

TERRIBLY.

AWFULLY.

THAT I INDEED SERIOUS NEED TIME !

I NEED SOME SPACE TO GROW , TO EXPAND , TO UPDATE , TO ABSORB , TO REALIZE , TO THINK , TO RESPOND ,

SOMEHOW ,

TIME IS IMPORTANT TO ME.

ONE MORE MONTH LEFT , AND I DON'T WANNA TO HAVE ANOTHER DOOM'S DAY!

I WILL NEED TIME TO ACHIEVE MY GOAL AND AIM.

I HAVE TO DO IT , NO MATTER WHAT.

I ASSUME THERE'S NO OBSTACLES AND OF COURSE THE POSSIBILITY OF DOING IT.

IS A MUST TO DO SO.

PLEASE GOD.

HELP ME , BY PROVIDING EXTRA TIME.

THINGS WILL BE CERTAIN AND STABLE IF IT IS PROVIDED.

I CAN SENSE THAT OR FEEL THAT ,

HEAVEN , WONDER WHEN MY TIME WILL UP ?

IF NOT , CAN I REALLY HAVE THAT PARTICULAR EXTRA TIME , WHICH IS BENEFICIAL TO ME ?

DO BRING ME UP ANYTIME AS I FEEL SO HOPELESS SOMETIMES.

YES GIVING UP IS NOT MY TYPE , BUT THEN I ASSUME THAT IS. CAUSE I KNOW THAT NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY , I WILL NEVER ACHIEVE FOR WHATEVER I AIMED AND ALL.

OKAY MAYBE SHE'S RIGHT. SHE GET SERIOUSLY ANGRY WHEN I MENTIONED ALL NEGATIVE COMMENTS AND THOUGHTS TO HER. IS SHOWS THAT SHE CARE ABOUT ME , CONCERN ABOUT ME AND HAVE FAITH IN ME , BELIEVING IN ME THAT I GOT THE ABILITY TO DO EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING. I'M HIGH ON CAPABILITIES. BUT BOTH OF THE CHARACTERISTIC DOESN'T SHINE ON ME , NOT AT ALL.

I DIDN'T MEAN TO BE AN ATTENTION SEEKER , I JUST NEED TIME TO SETTLE AND SOLVE EVERYTHING WHICH HAVE BEEN WANDERING IN MY MIND FOR WEEKS OR MONTHS. IT'S COMPLICATED , EXTREMELY.

I WONDER WHY TIME WILL NOT PAUSE AND ALLOW US TO ENJOY THE HAPPY AND ENJOYABLE , UNFORGETTABLE MOMENTS.

IT'S HARD FOR ME TO THINK AND I DESPERATELY WANNA KNOW WHY.

I WONDER ... AND WONDER.

THINGS CHANGE SUDDENLY AND WILL HARDLY REMAIN TO THE ORIGINAL FORMATION.

THAT SHOWS THAT TIME DO PAST REAL FAST AND IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO TURN BACK TIME.

GOODNESS.

LEONG XIN LEI. YOU IN NEED FOR WAYS TO BRUSH UP YOURSELF. SHINE AND PROVE TO EVERYONE THAT YOU ABLE AND CAPABLE TO DO , YES , ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING.

SIGHED. GUESS MY TIME FOR BLOGGING IS OVER.

REGARDS AND NIGHTS.

HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY !

FUN PRANKING PEOPLE AROUND.

Just a blog that I jokingly post!

2011-03-19T23:41:00.000+08:00

Guess I shall start my post with this sigh - :/

Night view from Suvviana's house @ Sri Petaling :)

SS14 is in DOOM during MONSOON time !

Okay basically nothing much , I just wanted to be random before I start to be seriously in like what , 3 days time ? Crap. Anyway , unexpected things happened nowadays. Anything can happen anywhere , anytime. For instance , Japan's earthquake case , which seriously unexpected that it happened so badly and terrible. I pity those innocent's live where all their property and perhaps life too , had been ruined by the natural disaster. I seriously wish and hope that I could be there to help them , and also support them. Fyi , I couldn't take all the news spreading and all. Whenever news about Japan earthquake , tsunami and stuff appear in my Twitter account , I quickly close the internet tab and let it be. Not to say I'm mean , just that I can't stand what had happened. I don't wanna know all these news about people dying , suffering and all. It somehow makes me feel effing uncomfortable where my heart and my mind can't stay still nor think still. If I got one wish for now , I will be wishing for Japan! They need protection and foods. Basically those important and everyday life needs. Ahhh , I feel so awful now. Yesterday , while heading towards Titiwangsa LRT station , there's this bunch of helpers from some temple , asking people to donate for the Japan , it's like a charity work. The moment I saw them holding those board or what do we called that , banner ? I don't know , whatever , including small kids like age 6 or 7 , walking up and down , I stunt and I glare at the poster and those so called portable banners , I just couldn't hold those children looks. Thus , I immediately donate ...... which I can't tell how much I donate , it's a P and C for me. And they thanked me , I told to those small kids good job! I kinda being emo at that time. Ahh I just don't know what I did after donating it , I've been thinking like here and there. I didn't actually pay attention to my mum's conversation with my sister. And while we 3 in the Sri Petaling Line's LRT , my mum told me that uncle chan's incident was hell unexpected! I even felt worst than I thought! After reaching Bandar Tasik Selatan station , where my dad is picking us up , I saw a group of kids totally ignore their parents and treat their parents rudely! I was like what the heck! My mind was thinking , yeah true , but how could they do this to their OWN parents ? Goodness. I stared away. And not long later , we leave the station and head to Uncle Chan's funeral in Kajang! Sigh. Speaking about it , I feel so heartache. My family and I didn't believe that this would really happened. Uncle Chan is my parent's good old pal. And he also consider as my childhood friend's dad! He only age 54 or 55 years old , and yes , he is a healthy person , where he always do exercise often , he's a fit guy in another words! He got a heart attack when he was doing his gym. Imagine that , a person died of heart attack when he's exercising! OMG. Uncle Chan is a good man. I remember those time he cooked dinner for us , pasta , lamb , curry , and he even supply all of us meat during camping time. And not to mention that , he do advise me of which is right and which is wrong , which are the thing that we supposed to do and which aren't supposed to do. I remember at that time I haven't finish my SPM yet. So yeah. Thanked god that my mum organized a gathering with all the old buddies and Uncle Chan came , together with his family. That is the last time I saw him. He even smile and ask hello , how are you doing ? His wide smile and his voice , it's still wandering in my head now. OMG! Seriously , lucky I did talk to him for a while , so do my parents meeting and catching up with him. According to my dad , he and his family always eat healthy food , more healthy than my family , where they eat most of the organic food. And THIS happened to him. I feel so sorry for both of his son and of course , his wife too :( And during the funeral , my friends and I were sitting outside , and there's this few old man , like not the so old type , smoking cigarettes non-stop! I effing hate smokers and I definitely don't want to become a secondary smoker. I was kinda pissed and at the same time my mind was thinking , why aren't these unhealthy people like smokers GONE instead of the healthy one ? Geez. That is totally unacceptable. But then , we aren't the one who decide! Understandable enough. Sigh. It's really an unexpected thing to happen for a person that is close to us for so many years. D: Extremely unbelievable! May I send my condolences to Chan Yi Chong , Chan Yi Long and Aunt Gui Ying , and Uncle Chan , may you R.I.P! I on behalf of all of us , wanted to let you know that we will remember you always!

An afternoon view. Captured this while me and my whole bunch of family friends traveled from another place to another place in Perak. Can't remember where. :/

I actually love the formation of the clouds !! Awesomeness :)

Messages that I wanna send to all my friends : NEVER EVER TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED. TREASURE AND APPRECIATE ALL PEOPLE AROUND YOU. CAUSE ANYTHING WILL HAPPEN ANYTIME , BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE!

Gives and shows your love and care towards them! Proves them that they worth to live their life :) By doing this , you will create happiness and joy between everyone , thus increase the bonding with the close and love one , so do the existence of the smiley faces! :D

An evening 7pm view from Taman Jaya LRT Station. I was waiting for my mum to pick me up , and captured this obvious-round-shape sun setting down. Waited for like an hour and 15 minutes. Thanks to the heavy down pour and accidents happened along the Federal Highway. Pfftt.

Moving on , right now I'll start with an ordinary post , or perhaps happy too ? Lol.

Hmm how shall I start ? Uhhhh ... Urmmm ... I wonder ...

Alright. I got it!

Okay , there's this guy , I knew him for like 1 year and 3 months. This boy always talked a lot , has a very big mouth , talking non-stop , always praise himself , a big bully , and he loves FOOD! Yes , FOOOOOOOOD. Well , his name starts with D and end with T provided his entire name is mentioned. Lol. Whole name is Danny How Jun Kit. Haha. Yes is him , DANNY a.k.a the BURGER BOY , AJ11A's burger boy! Reason why we name him this is because he always craved for burger , burger and burger. Guess burger is the only food he always go for , most slightly. If I'm not mistaken. That's the reason why.

Main point about him is - he loves to be sarcastic. HEHEHEHEHE. Nah , not literally sarcastic. Just the so called sarcastic attitude of his. Lol. He's just need attention and sympathy from other people. That's all. Lol. Okay think I should tell. Lol. Danny , I tell okay ? 1 2 3 .. Okay didn't answer , will take that as a yes then :) Whenever Vern and I speak about studies and some opinions , he will automatically said : My English is POOR or I have a very poor English or My Horrible / Terrible English and whatever that is similar with this. Vern told him that his language is fantastic and good , and instead of taking as compliments , he told Vern : Who said ? My language very bad , horrible , terrible or what so ever. He's being de-motivated when come to praising him for his awesome language! Is it me or him being sarcastic , he always said the same sentence whenever Vern or myself said that his english is good. He will give his so called 'SILLY DUMB LOOK' face and said , My English is horrible. We both were like ==" And keep telling him off! Okay , in reality , if people compliment you , you will at least feel glad about it right , and just respond to it even though you don't like people praising you nor complement you , but in my opinion , I will think that the person who feels that will be slightly abnormal. Haha! No offense. Just voice out my thoughts! Lol. Danny will always complain his language is pretty bad and all. Haiyoooo , seriously , Vern and I think that his language is GOOOOD. Like really good. We told him that his standard is like the English Educated one , like me for an example (haha nah I wasn't one of it) okay , perhaps like Jun Yen or Gabriel. He's like No , No , No and said He's not. I sometimes or maybe most of the time speechless. Haha. But at the back of him , Vern and I praised him like nobody ever does that , saying that his english is better than some people in our class. Will not mention who is that people here! Cause it might be risky enough. Lol. Whoaps! And we even mention few of them too. So yeah. In conclusion , Danny's english is awesome and superb! I'm curious to know when Danny gonna realize that , but I know that he won't and NEVER ever will.

The sky is so CLEAR and HOT !

It was a non-cloudy day!

Finally , I'm done blogging about him. Lol. I told him that I will blog about him but I think he thinks I'm joking or fooling around. I don't know. Haha. Anyway I will hit the bed now. Feel effing tired and sleepy. Thanks to the continuously days out! Gosh! :O

Playing Stack up game @ Jusco Wangsa Maju

- the highest we go , the more awesome we are - :D

P/S : NEVER EVER TAKE THINGS SERIOUSLY. Especially this post , partially modified , but partially true too. Lol. :D

yummy yumm!

Last but not least , I present you , our hideous cartoon drawing :

Vern and I did this. At first , I'm the one who started to draw the chicken , which is Gabriel. I was revising my Econs halfway and I feel bored , so I decided to draw. Reason why I draw Gab is because he said he wanna join us for study time @KL Library , sadly he changed his mind last minute , decided not to come. How could he release rocket on us. Sigh. Frustrated. That's why I draw the chicky face to release my anger and all. HEHE :))

Picture draw by WERN , not vern. She drew this when we were studying in college computer lab! Too free , nothing better to do!

This is VERN , eating her favorite PAN MEE! @ 1 of the shop in Wangsa Maju!

Put another one , cause I think it's awesome + superb !

After drawing chicky Gabriel , I draw Vern , the second picture. Haha. It's actually a dog , but I drew it halfway, did that purposely cause I find out it looks cute and seriously looks like Vern. Haha. As nerdy looking Vern. HEEHEHEHEHEH. Doggie Vern!

After drawing those cute and amazing cartoons , I showed to Vern and she burst out laughing. She said it's fun to draw so she follow my footstep. Haha :) I didn't see that coming actually.

So she draw the other 3 cartoon. But not as funny as mine.

:DD I mean yeah , I'm right. I'm telling the truth !!

Oh , just so everyone know , the rooster should be Danny , 3rd counting from the left , and he tagged Aaron in it. So I guess that cartoon belongs to Aaron! By means that Danny doesn't have a cartoon looking cause he said so himself that he doesn't wanna join us looking cartoon-ish. So yeah. I purposely did a masterpiece saying "Danny do not want us already. Sigh. :/"

No doubt , you seriously deserve it :)

Sun Rise - captured this when I'm on the way to college. @ LRT Jelatek

Sun Set - captured this in Uncle Giam's house @ Cheras Uphill

Till then peeps. Hope you all enjoy this blog post of mine. I won't be so free to update this long anymore. Trials eh! Goodness. Nitey! Have a great day ahead. Sorry for any errors occur and also , terrible grammar & vocab I have. Yikes. Lazy to check. Heh. Regards and Loves - Xin Lei! :)